Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Day 1 The Fool: Writing The Wisdom of Your Soul Day 1

Day 1 The Fool: Writing The Wisdom of Your Soul Day 1: I shall journey with the fool and I shall not worry. Well, I shall try not to. The greatest adventure I would like to take would be out of t...

Writing The Wisdom of Your Soul Day 1

I shall journey with the fool and I shall not worry. Well, I shall try not to. The greatest adventure I would like to take would be out of the country and preferably to Ireland. I would love to travel and see the beauty outside of the United States of America.
If only I had the fools heart and soul and lacked fear as he does. I stop myself from manifesting so much because of doubt. This is what I do not want to take with me. So I shall leave that here now.
For doubt will stop me from doing all the things I want to do... and it tells me I cannot. Can I leave it? Am I able? Or will it continue to weigh me down? I no longer want this fear. Yet I tend to carry it as some sort of protection of my sloth.
It is my dream to do so many things yet another side of me just wants to rest. So I shall travel with my gypsy wagon. That way I can go far and rest along the way. I shall help those that need help along the way. I shall teach those who seek to learn from me. I shall learn and grow as I go.
To be successful on my journey the most important thing I need to take with me is confidence in myself and in the universe as well. I shall need complete healing to be able to move forward with all I want to do.
What is it really that i am afraid of? Could it be I am afraid of success? Yes I think so. Good Gods that's it. How can I move forward when I do not feel worthy or motivated to do it all? Why do I always want to quit? Why did I want to quit this? I had to talk myself back into it like three times. But this is important to me. I want to do so much more with my life than help people online and sitting here waiting for this terminal illness to get me. I want to do so very much more.